IUI #2 was a success Saturday morning. Mr. MBC had nearly 27 million sperm post wash. At this point, I'm telling myself that AT LEAST one of those 27 million will reach my egg or eggs. Fingers crossed.
I have a confession....Mr. MBC has no idea about this blog. I was contemplating telling him a few weeks ago, but then I found out how he felt about keeping everything private. I've found myself wondering if this is considered lying? Mr. MBC is truly my best friend, but I feel like this blog has become my outlet. I don't cry nearly as much (at least not in front of people) and it's nice to get stuff off my chest. Does your husband know about your blog? Does he read it?
In other news, Mr. MBC and I have an appointment with Dr. L tomorrow afternoon. Dr. L is proactive and wants to discuss and modify our plan in case this IUI cycle is a bust. I'm hoping this appointment is a waste of time and money. I honestly think he will want to do a lap to make sure there is nothing hiding in my ute. I'm fine with surgery - oddly enough it doesn't even scare me. Part of me wishes we would have done this before starting IUIs. If that's his plan, I think I'll go ahead and schedule the surgery. If I have to cancel it, FANTASTIC. If not, then I don't have to worry about being out of the TTC game for another cycle.
Oh, and I've started taking Brome.lain each night. I figure WTH, it can't hurt? It's all natural and if I was eating pineapple daily I'd be getting the same stuff. But OMG - it's a freaking horse pill! How is it I'm okay with surgery, but complain about horse pills? IF really messes with your mind, eh?